he's away in some village near Newcastle with no signal this is the first night we haven't spoken in 2 months, it feels weird that it ever used to be like this all the time no wonder I was so depressed!
I'm awake at 6am on saturday and I went out last night!
I think it's nerves/excitement because... my boyfriend is finally coming to mine after 6 weekends of me going to his! he gets to meet my parents for the first time which will be weird as I've never bought anyone to meet them before!
I probably won't go back to sleep now as I need to tidy my room/ whole house I want to make a good impression (:
weird picture but I kept looking like a dog in the other attempts.
so yeah tomorrow me and Isaac would've been together a month and we're still not officially together... is this normal?
we definitely act like a couple it's not a casual thing at all! we've made it clear it's exclusive and his friends at a party referred to me as 'isaacs girlfriend' and he didn't correct them, he also referred to himself as my boyfriend once by accident but we haven't had the conversation yet where we decide we're officially going out, Its been cool without labels but I feel like I need the security.
so do I bring it up if so how?
keep waiting for him?
how long have other people been 'seeing each other' before officially going out?
abit sad right now was supposed to go see Isaac today as in right now, my bags where packed and by the door but at the last minute he has had to go see his dad which I totally understand but I was so looking forward to seeing him, being in his arms being happy but now I have to wait until tomorrow which mean so much less time together gahhh why must you live so far away!
me before a party last night, it was a fucking good party except looking after the paralytic friend haha still got a headache now!
my other half was supposed to be coming over this weekend but he has a family crisis so I'm going to his which I don't mind, at least I get another train ticket for my wall! haha
feeling a little hungover, usually I don't get hungover but it's because I drank wine a whole bottle of it actually... and some other stuff.
I still want to do stuff today though so tonight will come around quicker and I can see him! Might go for a run (:
spent the past 4 days with my errm 'boyfriend?' anyway it was really good he looked after me so well, I also looked round a London university which had an amazing vibe and great filming facilities (:
boyfriend tag?
no not quite although he has hinted at it this was a picture from tuesday night haha! we went out for lunch then to a park, chilled then he cooked dinner for me!! going to stay with him tomorrow night after I get back from looking round a university and I'm staying until tuesday debating on taking a mini suitcase but don't want to scare him haha!
