AbandonedLove

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    It's been two months since I've been on here. You guys are boring. Someone talk to me?

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    January 13th, 2012

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    I've been grounded but I'm back now. You missed me?
    Except getting dumped, not much has been going on lately.

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    December 13th, 2011

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    I miss this, I miss being happy. I don't remember what it feels like. Baby, I NEED YOU! :'(
    I need some help.....

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    September 6th, 2011

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    I'm blessed because I still have him in my life, but is it enough? I almost broke down in the car today on the way home from his birthday party. I try not to show it...but I can't help but miss him.

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    September 3rd, 2011

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    Seriously super bored, someone make themselves useful and entertain me? PLEASE! Haha. Send me a msg, follow?
    I'll love you forever and ever and ever!..

    How is school going for everyone so far?

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    August 31st, 2011

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    Another days gone by without you,
    Without saying that I need you,
    Wanna be with you
    The days have turned to weeks
    And the weeks feel like years
    So many fears
    I'm loseing you slowly

    Nothing has changed, I still love you the same.
    Still haunted by our sweet memories.
    The taste of your lips, the way you held me.
    Painfull as it seems, you're still in my dreams.
    Your life, every minute, that I'm not in it,
    Makes my heart break, for you.
    To know your gone. I have to move on...

    Everytime I close my eyes I see your face,
    Just one more embrace. Please don't forget me,
    Please hold on, because I'm not that strong.
    The love I felt and the tears I cried, the sleepless night
    They were worth it. To me. Please don't tell me this is over...

    I can't bring myself to take your letter down, of my wall
    A love once so abundantly, ended so terribly.
    And I'm to blame,
    I feel the shame.
    Now the words have been spoken, and our hearts now broken.
    Broken but I'm not changed...

    But nothing has changed, I still love you the same.
    Still haunted by our sweet memories.
    The taste of your lips, the way you held me.
    Painfull as it seems, you're still in my dreams.
    Your life, every minute, that I'm not in it,
    Makes my heart break, for you.
    To know your gone. I have to move on...
    To know your gone. I have to move on...

    If I could take it back, take it back
    Would I still be in your arms,
    Oh how I miss your...charms.
    I should move on, but I'm not that strong

    I thought forever was a promise. I thought forever was a promise. I thought forever was a promise. I thought you'd stay... well my mistake...
    I don't blame you, you saw who I really was.

    I can't call you up, because I have to be strong.
    Hearing your voice would just make me crumble.
    When did this turn out so wrong.

    Another days gone by without you,
    Without saying that I need you.

    Hmmm I wrote this song La la la!
    Feedback???

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    August 30th, 2011

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    Wow, haven't been on in forever. I'm sick of everything I really am. I think I might have lost the love of my life.

    What is love? Comment with an answer. I would tag everyone in this question but I don't know how to.

    In my opinion, the strange feeling of butterflys when you are with them, love is giving them up because you'd rather see them happy rather then being with you and unhappy. Love is them being your everything and needing them so bad you are so broken and unhappy without that person. Love is missing him like I do. Love is being with someone who makes you feel safe and secure when you are in their embrace. Love is missing his kiss so much, and missing everythi​ng​ about him when he is gone. Love is wanting him so bad but you screwed up so bad and you can't feel okay without him. Love is pretendi​ng​ you're okay so people don't worry. Well, now I'm just rambling​...​Truth is, love is going to hurt and you're going to get in fights, but when you find the one...ne​ver​ let that person go.

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    August 27th, 2011

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    I can't get you out of my head!

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    August 16th, 2011

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    Nothing is going right and everything is falling apart. Just went through a break up. I'm done trying to make everything okay, and sick of pretending I'm fine. I give up. *Fake Smile In This Pic*

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    August 16th, 2011

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    Your apologies sound redundant.... </3
    I don't really know what to say or do anymore....
    I think I'm done here.
    Yeah, so uhm bye.

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    August 15th, 2011

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