my cat is driving me crazy.
im so lonely
im getting my CDL license
i have my own place
pay for everything on my own and am almost debt free, just some i owe on my car.
I start the challenge in less than 2 days.
im excited, nervous, and ready
I hope to get things going,
i hope He helps me.
Things have been getting unbelievably better.
but i feel like He is still not in my life enough. like im not yet following His plans.
I know im on my way, and that im learning each day. and i know theres no magical pill.
but *sigh* sometimes.... no.... to often i wish i was a couple years further.
I regret the one i lost to find out who i was.
what i did to her. i pray for forgiveness, but feel like there never will be.
i dont kow... but i know i have to ask the one i wronged for forgiveness, but the one i wronged doesnt want to talk to me.
and though i pray every day for her, for life, and for all the others
"please for give me as i forgive those who trust pass agents me"
*sigh* so much to say. ....................................................