today was a really bad day
and now I'm tired and my eyes hurt from crying
but my belly is full of horchata and tacos
and I bought myself makeup today
emilija and david and mexican food are the best at cheering me up<3
so guess who got up at 4:30 in the morning to compete at 7:30 for two minutes
it's about 10:00 right now and I have to leave again at 12 so I can skate again for literally a minute and thirty seconds
my whole day is wasted for literally five minutes of performance
sometimes I don't understand why I bother competing
I don't compete in hopes for a trophy
I have no confidence in myself
I just skate because I'm stuck in this stupid sport and without it I have no future planned out for me at all
what a waste
I've got a blonde streak in my hair now weeeeeeeeeee
yeah I'm lazy with dailybooth but maybe I'll start posting more often IDK BRAH
anyways school starts in like two weeks and I have to read "The Picture of Dorian Gray" and it's really boring and ugh
WHATEVAAAAAAAAAA
